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Happy bday older sis & turtle! :D


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ahhh, comp starting to have some kinda prob. O_O;
the curse of the blue screen. :(
don't you hate blue screens.
it always means smth's wrong. lol. >.>
so don't be surprised if i suddenly go *poof* one day. :P
-i'll go watch bof when/if this happens. LOL-

i dreamt of ms.abraham.
we were dressed in swimming suits so she kept chasing us!!
*haiz* LOL.

this morning had nosebleed, again!
i was shocked when i saw blood on the walls when i was bathing!! LOL.
then i wiped my nose with my hand and there was more blood.
& when i looked at myself in the mirror blood was everywhere below my nose!!
that freaked me out for awhile.
like smth from a horror movie.

HEHEHE gonna watch ouran host club!
-actually i rmb trying to watch a few yrs ago and stopped at 1st ep cuz i didn't rly like it-
but decided to try again cuz jesselyn likes it. O_O LOL.
and then i'm gonna watch tales of symphonia next!
HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO got that white-haired guy from tales of the world!
it's an anime + game.
cool eh. ~

the sky is starting to look scarier and scarier in the evenings. O_O!
but .. it's so pretty! *-*
-goes to take pics halfway through dinner lolol-

deciding to keep away from the comp now!
it's bad for the eyes. :)

woah.
1 of the new songs in audi.

i. am. totally. in. love. with. it.
-altho the fact that i got to know it from audi doesn't appeal much to me-

the piano! the beat!
i'm a sucker for piano+nice beats.
i love r&b/hiphop songs that keep repeating! *-*~

TOTALLY AWESOME MY FAVOURITE-EST SONG FOR NOW BESIDES LAST NIGHT!
:D:D)dD:D)D:D):)!!!!111
-no i'm not over-exaggerating i really am a sucker for these kinda songs,
so if you know anything like that intro it to me kkthxbai-

need to sleep now.
smth's wrong with me.
oh yeah dino nightmare last night.
about jumping off space shuttles on a t-rex and going on a mission to rescue someone from velociraptors, yeah if i'm a rich dood who has good links with steven spielburg this could be a Jurassic Park 4. :)

Justin i don't mind being that one less lonely girl. :)

• still sick!!!!!!!!!!!
• finished gakuen alice!!!!!
  
• trying so hard (but failing) to be a good person
• ^ cuz christmas is coming. *-*
• feel like audi-ing.
  
• i'm starting to be able to sleep now!!!!!!
• having too-good-to-be-true dreams
• to be forgotten is an awful feeling!!!!!
• i love justin bieber!!!!!
• new moon!!!!!!!!
  

"the time i burned my guitar it was like a sacrifice.
you sacrifice the things you love. i love my guitar."
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hoho. 3rd day of flu & sore throat.
my flu got worseeeeeeeeeeeeee T_T
but my sore throat seems to be fading away now.

last night my throat and insides of my body felt so hot ~.~
i was feeling super sleepy so i went to sleep at 8. ._.
i woke up awhile later and couldn't sleep the whole night. >_>
my half-bonkus brain kept thinking and thinking. T.T
(not scary stuff, i got over them hohoho)
i actually saw the sky turn from dark to bright. LOL.
it was .. interesting O_O;;

and i was like: omgomg it's day alr need to sleep need to sleep!

but i think i managed to sleep abit in the end. *-*!

yaaa, sucks to not be able to sleep.
-haiz-. ._.

o-m-g i'm gonna play facebook. ;shy;shy.

so we fight through the hurt..
and we cry and cry and cry and cry;
and we live and we learn..
and we try and try and try and try. ~
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went bowling with family today. o. o
i was the worst of the worst, missing almost every pin. LOL.
and er i broke my nails.
the whole white part and abit of the beige part. T__T
so pain................. LOL.

so i switched hands.
and half of the white part of the nail broke off too.
but it didn't hurt. cuz it's white. LOL.

but you know, when i played the kiddy lane with the drains(what do you call them?) blocked,
i could hit almost all the pins and the ball didn't touch the blocking thingys. ._.;

thenthen went arcade.
haizzzzzzz T_T i see no fun in arcade besides the coin game to earn more coins which i think i'll suck in. ._.
and the dinosaur shooting game. LOL.
DIE STOOP1D DINOS!@11221
-altho it freaks me out . .so scary T_T-
but that game, just like dinosaurs, is like extinct now. ._.

aft that went playground.
-stoned-

then went changi beach.
ate red bean ice-cream! *-*
and i saw a turtle which i think someone set it free there cuz it's too big to keep. ._.;
haizzz so poor thing the turtle. T__T
its colour was like supersuper light green .. it looked pale O_O;
and the shell looked super soft!
i don't think it could survive for long.
esp. since it's been a fed pet for so long.
and it's salt water.
haizzz. :(
spammed pics of the sky and the sea and the turtle woohoo woohoo!
and i miss listening to the waves. *-*
-reminds me of sec1 chalet lolol-

errrrr then we went to changi village(?).
i rmb going there when i was rlyrly super young.
my dad used to throw his shoes -shhhh- at the mango tree and we got lotsa mangoes hohohoho. :X LOL.
i rmb we did that in sec1 too. ;shy
good times..
my mum went to dabao nasi lemak and otah.
and we waited in the car.
and my dad felt like walking around.
so he went to walk around.
and we too went to walk around.

i saw a fishing bait which looked like a mini surfboard with an eye on it. +_+ LOL.
*i told my sis that*
ohhhhh then saw this cat. (black & white)
and saw another cat. (black & white except bigger)
and saw 'this cat' again.
and saw another cat. (beige-ish and nice-to-bring-home looking)

i kept staring at it and my younger sis kept throwing goreng pisangs at it. (>_>)
then there was this boy and another boy watching it too.
and my dad started tickling it under its chin.
(i rmb he brought home a cat once and lied to my mum that it followed him back home.
we got to keep it for a day before my mum threw it out ._.;)
and it looked like it totally enjoyed it! *-*
it was closing its eyes and softly purring ahhh .. so cute.

just like when you brush your pet in pet society!
-i love doing that when my sis is playing ps- LOL.
SO CUTE... brrr.. brr.. brr.. teeheeehehehehe! (<- the sounds the pet makes when you brush it)

yeah so anyway,
my dad and my younger sis were molesting it ..
and i was just watching. - don't wanna dirty my hands with germs altho i rlyrlyrlyrlyrlyrlyrlyrlyrlyrlyrlyrlyrly love cats and got scratched by 1 when i brought it home before;; cat disease!-
my dad went to pull its face back and it looked kinda freaky and creepy but funny i kept laughing LOL.
and he wanted me to take a pic of it!
but it's so mean. T_T
-altho it'll look soooo funny-
but yeah it's so mean. T___T
but the cat didn't do anything tho, LOL.
it just let my dad pull its face back.
wahahah its eyes.
lololololol.
so cute. *-*
but funny. *-*!!

went back home and had nasi lemak the end!

moral of the day: cut your nails.

- - -
roflmroamrofrofmlmaomaomalmoamalroflrofrlforflflrofrlnotfunny.

ermerrrremrmrmmererer......

i got really freaked out by my nightmare last last night that i became such a coward i didn't dare to watch 2012. T_______T

anyway my nightmare was about me & a group of friends in this wooden house and half of the friends were playing a prank on us and hiding in cupboards and making scary sounds to scare us. *the house was quite scary but nice ._.*
thenthen a bloody rotting body appeared near the sink and the friends who were scaring us came out and were like: this isn't what we planned!

and we were freaking out and we ran out of the house and i was the last one and i was afraid the body will move and grab me or smth. X:
then it moved on to another dream and my dad was bringing me to different countries AND THEN HE BROUGHT ME TO THE SAME WOODEN HOUSE IN THE PREV. DREAM and i was like 'er .. i don't feel so good about this, let's go.' and he didn't wanna and then the location changed and my dad intro-ed me to this vampire hunter.

and he looked suspicious cus he looked more like a vampire than a vampire hunter. ._.
then my dad went off to do smth and me and that vampire hunter went to walk around in this cave.
and some vampires appeared and grabbed him.
and i had a stake and the vampire hunter told me to stake them but somehow i wanted to stake the vampire hunter instead. ._.
then the vampire hunter was like 'look in the mirror! i'm not a vampire!' and i looked to check if i was a vampire first(:() but so sad i'm not. LOL. T..T
then i faced the mirror towards the group of vampires who were grabbing the vampire hunter and i could only see him in the reflection so i staked 1 of the vampires -it was like pushing a needle into a rock- ._.;

thenthen i went back into the 1st dream of the wooden house except the house looked more like a mansion and there were ghosts and stuff hunting me T__T

and when i woke up i was so scared i didn't dare to go bathe for awhile. :X

^ that was last last night + yesterday morning.

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thenthen went to vivo with rachel eleanor & ongmin to celebrate ongmin's bday. :)

ermerm some(me) wanted to watch christmas carols and some wanted to watch 2012.
then all of them except one (me) wanted to watch 2012.

and i rlyrly didn't wanna watch any scary stuff that would make me have worse nightmares for now so i insisted on xmas carols!
and they went to buy 2012 and i started crying and destroyed the atmosphere.
then it was back to normal (i think) and we had pizza hut. (except i didn't eat pizzas ._.)

went cold storage and ongmin and i decided that the best job to work as at this time was to dress up as elves and stand and squat to christmas-songs-that-make-you-wanna-stand-and-squat.
hohoho that'll be nice. :)

they bought popcorn and the ppl infront of us were some sec2s from my (& rachel's) cca ._.;;;
thennnn sat at the waiting area for nth and stared at astroboy's cuteness and the voicer of astroboy's cuteness (looks like justin bieber!).
ahhaohohoho.

2012 was sad .. but there were a feeeeeeeeeeeeeeew tiny lil funny parts -which i think only i laughed-
-but some parts rachel and i were laughing the loudest which really wasn't that loud but the ppl behind&infront were really really quiet-
and some(a lot of) parts made me cover my eyes.
ahhh ppl dying in the roller thingys reminds me of indiana jones. O_O; LOL.
and eating monkey brains. (but that wasn't in 2012, why would it anyway)

ohhh and sasha(nono not the 3b sasha) is hot. LOL.
he can act as dimitri if his hair wasn't so blonde. :X LOLLL.
cuz he's from russia right. YAAAAAA!!!!!!!!

actually aft the movie we all wanted to have dinner but then we all felt so tired and drained so we all went home. ._.;

the tension in the movie is so !#@@$@%#$%^%$^ it could kill someone with heart attack. :(
i really wanted to grab a remote and fast forward it so i didn't have to wait anymore. >_>;

oh, the movie lasted 3 hours. O_O;
*ahhhhhhhhh*

reached home and drank campbell soup + watched ben 10. (ben10!!!!!!!!!! *-*)

LOLLL was listening to muttons to midnight last night cuz i needed some distracting from thinking of how each person died in 2012(it's like a milder version of final destination, huh ..~) and paranormal activity "what happens when you sleep?" !!!!!!! <--- scares me. (not the exclamation marks, lol)

and 1 of them was like 'what kind of villain is named bilgax??!?!' LOLLL.

read my younger sis's book she borrowed from the library.
150 pages in 2 hrs! *-*
it's quite nice. reminds me a little of midnight.
but it's too kiddy for me!!!
that's okay though, cus i needed something not-so-nice to read to distract me from thinking of thingsssssssssssssssss(see above) again but didn't wanna keep thinking of the book either. :X

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by the time i finished reading it was like 11.30,
and i didn't dare to off the lights but aft thinking of the electricity bill i forced myself to get off my comfy bed and walk to the door to off the lights. ;____ ;
& that was the first time in a long time i couldn't see in the dark after i off-ed the lights. x_x
it was scary. T__T
i was like feeling around and finally got on my bed and couldn't sleep.
then i kept thinking of the paranormal activity movie poster!!! LOL.
and i kept imagining something was on the ceiling so i kept opening my eyes to check the ceiling.

and my younger sis's hair looked so black and long it was scaring me .. and i remembered i watched this chi horror show about this woman who died but her hair still growing. and i got more scared and looked away. :X

i wanted to say "god, i'm a coward" out loud to make myself less scared but i was afraid something might reply!!!!

and i was afraid the ceiling would fall on me and an earthquake would occur in singapore.
so i was like thinking: omg i didn't say ily to my family yet...

and i didn't know how much time passed cuz i didn't dare to check my phone ..
what if only an hour went by and there were still 7 more hours to sunrise?!?!
it was also the first time in a long time i couldn't wait for the sun to rise.

yeah, that happened throughout the whole night.
yeah, i didn't sleep at all last night. >_>
(i'm such a coward T__T LOL)

so when the sun rose you've no idea how relieved and happy(that i survived thought the night) i felt!!
i was gonna get some sleep when i heard 'dok dok dok' from upstairs and i got scared again but didn't open my eyes. X:
pretended to sleep till a looooong time later,
and when my mum opened the door my whole heart jumped (which in turn made my whole body jump too >_>)

and when i was bathing i kept looking around to see if there were any thingsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss lurking around. T.T

this is the very very very first time in my whole life i dread the night and love the day so much.

look at how small things can have great effects on me.








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voice actor of Coud in elemental gelade is also voice actor of:
narumi-sensei in gakuen alice
athrun zala in gundam seed
gaara in naruto

*shock*

voice actor of Natsume in gakuen alice is also voice actor of...:
hitsugaya toushiro in bleach
edward elric in fullmetal alchemist
temari in naruto
tao ren in shaman king

*double shock*!!

andand, natsume's surname is hyuuga! +_+ LOL.

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woohoooooooooooooo, khr's funny sunny day song is finally available for dl in gendou. *-*!!!
*okay i think i'm just slow. LOL*
andand -just realised there was an inuyasha season 2-
26 eps only. can't wait!@#$#

and i'm in love with sakasama no chou from jigoku shoujo again.
i love the guitar music *-*!!
i rmb eleanor intro-ed it to me. :3 LOL.

and i downloaded sign - FLOW. ._____________.;;;
(naruto shippuden op6)
idk why it just sounds nice. LOL.

ok bye. ;shy

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